NYP. It's near to my house and has the courses that I'm interested in. The only thing standing in my way is my O levels results. Hmmm, I have yet to see the other polytechnics though. But in speaking of convenience, NYP is the best choice. Oh well, maybe I'm too immature to make this decision. I'm only 16! But yet on the other hand, I gotta stand up and be counted cause it's regarding my future. I'm not being pessimistic but being a normal human being, it's only natural to be worried of something that may alter the course of your life. That's first being my O levels results and then comes the choice of JC(should I be able to get in) or poly(again, another dilemma in the choice of schools).
Oh God, please show me the right path.Poly seems cool but they lacked the discipline that I may require.If all hell breaks loose, I'm gonna be doomed. Yet, can I cope with the pressure of taking another major examination in two short years time, should I enrol in a JC? I'm certainly not the type who pushes myself on my own. Someone gotta kick my butt to make me realise of the reality that I'm in.

Enough said about that.When the time comes, I'll make my decision. Meanwhile, I'll just do my homework on these two completely different institutions.

Hmmm, I'm getting more and more frustrated at my workplace as the days pass by. First of all, I'm fed up by the fact that there are not enough employees. Even if there are poeple applying for jobs, mostly as riders there, they would either be on a come-and-go basis or last for only a few days. Some were worst. Filled up the application form and didn't even appear the next day. Maybe it's because of the lack of motivation to hold theses kinda jobs. In the end, I gotta slog my way here and there to get the points completed. What absolute rubbish! I wanna quit, make it a fast exit. But the main problem is that I gotta find a replacement work quickly or else I'll be left in the dark for the payment of my bills and so on. Everyday I'd come home tired and weary. When will all these torture end? I wanna get a life for myself!