Recently, I had some problems with my eyes so much to an extent that i decided to go to the optometry to get them thoroughly checked. in spite of all the money that i paid in cash, all i get from the specialist was that my eyes are absolutely fine, albeit my short-sightedness. Strangely, when i stepped out into the outside world, i still saw things that are not going easy on my eyes. While butches and mats are a common sight nowadays, it was only just that a new group of people started to itch my eyes once more: POSERS

Take for instance today when I went to PS's LJS, the staff who took my order was one of the managers there. I don't really mind a normal worker anyway but what made me change my facial expressions dramatically was his "accent" and "slang". He was going, "Yes sir, can I take your order? So I'll repeat your order..... and that'll be..." It's difficult for me to point out how DISGUSTING his slang here 'cause i'm typing it. but trust me, it was the most unnatural, pukable and heartbreaking slang I've ever heard. it made my eyes filled up with tears almost immediately. worse still, he's a Malay and he's in his late 30s. not that i'm a racist to my own race but i admit, malays will not even make it to the passing grade if they try to be an ang moh. furthermore, his fellow workers are malay ladies so i suppose he's trying to "sell his arse" to them, which i undoubtfully believe they aren't attracted to him a little bit even.

so that's how sucky posers are. i went back to my table scolding vulgarities, literally in front of him 'cause i'm facing the counter where i sat down at. "What fucking attitude was that? He tried to act young when he's old, trendy when he's not and ang moh when he's local! What's the world coming to? can't they just be themselves? argh..." i think my saliva pitter-pattering out is enough to drown to already-dead fish sitting peacefully in front of me.

while that's not my first encounter, i believe it's one of the worst case i've ever seen. get a life people! how many more Nellys, 50 Cents and Jay Chous must my eyes see before it's condition comes to a stage that it's incurable? it's already deteriorating fast enough being contaminated with all those filthy stuffs occupying this world. sigh, i just hope it doesn't come down to the terminal stage. i still wanna see much more beautiful things that life has layed down for me!