RETAIL THERAPY! Where art thou? I need you...

I wanna go shopping! Everytime the most I can get to do when I go out is to window-shop. That's when I have no cash with me. Nothing! but now that I have some, how I wish I can spend it on the stuffs that I've always wanted to buy! instead, I've got to get some 'unnecessary' stuffs like a shaver, conditioner... you get the idea.

NOOOO!!! why must i spend the money that I've saved so hard all these days on all these items? I want to buy a bag! shirts! bermudas! pants! shoes! accessories! argh! there's so many things, that i wish to have, that scrolls down the list till I didn't even notice I was writing on my white-top table. can my birthday be on every month? Tee hee hee... =)

Me: Mum, can you give me some cash?
Mum: Why?
Me: 'cause I wanna buy some stuffs.
Mum: Are they important?
Me: Well, to a certain extent, yes!
Mum: No.
Me: But why?
Mum: Make sure you really need it then you buy.
Me: Okay, okay! I really need it!
Mum: Don't lie!
Me: But I'm NOT!
Mum: (walks away from my sight to do the laundry)

She didn't even reason out why she thinks that way!

sigh. to make things worse, I don't even have an account of my own. I'm sharing it with my mum! yes! under the 'name' tab in the POSB book, it says: Noraini Bte Md Noor/Muhd Fitri Bin Khamis. can you see the 'slash' there? why must it be there? well, i've tried to reason out with her, like creating another account for me and putting in only a fraction of my savings in there. this account will then be under my name where I will be responsible for all the trasactions that I make.

Mum: NO!
Me: But WHY?

and she went on giving an explanation that reads from like this: abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
well basically, i didn't really get to understand what her reason was but it did me me go, "Uh huh. Okay lor." i acted as if I understood her. it's no point going against her as I will only end up wasting my saliva or my words will fall on deaf ears.

call me a 'mummy's boy', call me anything you want. the bottomline is: I'M NOT! it's just that I don't have the power to change how things are now! people save money tp buy things that they REALLY REALLY want. i save money just to buy necessities. bah! where have all the logic in this world gone to?

anyway, I'm thinking of changing my blogskin. something basic. I wanted to design a blogskin of my own but the HTML codes are freaking me out! so yeah, keep on a lookout. and don't be surprised if it looks... horrible.