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THE OTHER SIDE OF ME
EHT REHTO EDIS FO EM

I've realised this long ago.
That I have split personalities.
But that doesn't mean I cheat the feelings of others'.
Neither am I cheating those of my own.
Why am I this way?
Perhaps it is because of the fact that
Virtual life is able to mask the real you.
That you can have parallel identities in it.
But that is not what I aim for
Perhaps I just feel that
There's way too much norms, hates and dislikes out there.
That I'm just here
Hoping to be someone different.
Hoping to do something for the good of others
To shine a bit of light into someone's dark life.
Perhaps I hate the way I am in reality.
But I doubt so.
Perhaps I express myself better when not in reality
As my fingers obey the commands of my emotions.
Is it something bad to have split personalities?
Is it a sin?
Or is it a gift?
A gift that I have the power to overturn it myself?
My reasons are complex.
It's not worth the explanation.
In simple terms
Maybe I just want a breather from the reality.
Maybe the 'me' in reality is unable to bring out what I really want to say.
That's why I have to rely on my other 'self'
But my intentions are sincere.
No hurting.
No tricking.
No cheating.
When will this end?
I guess it'll be the day when I decided not to use my pen anymore
Or when the Internet serves no more purpose to me
I suppose that's when I let my personality lay to rest
Together with this body of mine
Which will then serve no more good to this world anymore.