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I've got a few issues that I wanna address here. The most important one, as usual, goes first. (Why do I sound so freaking formal here?!?!)

1. I've got a splitting headache.

Reason: Simple. I'm sleeping at around 2 a.m. in the morning nowadays. IDEAS ontography project, DVPA 30-sec ad, tutorials and what nots. I know it seem untedious at all, if there is such a word. But really, it's taking a toll on me. Maybe my time management sucks. And oh, did I say I need to be part of the chill@SP event this Saturday?

Everyday reaching home at 7-odd at night, rest for a while and then back to my work once more. Sigh. I'm happy to enjoy myself in school. =)

2. To my friend whom I know from my F.O. camp, I don't know why you're avoiding me.

I just can't seem to find any logical reason why, so perhaps that's why this stuff has been buggin' me ever since. I don't expect anything much- at the very least smile or wave at me or say 'Hi!' when we happen to bump into each other. It is that difficult? After all, you're more popularly known as the one who smiles easily. Why the sudden irony here?

Just why do you just ignore me and give me a blank look when we happen to meet? Why...

3. This Friday, I have my DVPA presentation. Next Friday, I have a field trip to SPH. Equation? I can't go for my soccer trainings! And the worse thing is, the competition that I'm in starts early December. Oh man, I'm so unprepared... more to underprepared I suppose. Me in the starting line-up? I'd be glad if I can warm the bench. I don't even have the chemistry and understanding with 3/4 of the team. Need I say more?

Actually I have to miss my Hari Raya outing with my secondary school friends too, which is to be on this coming Friday. I know it's kinda late now for an outing, no more 'feeling' as they always say. But better late than never right? Moreover, we have to wait for those taking their 'O's this year but... but... the bottomline is, 'I can't go.'

I don't have the mood to celebrate Hari Raya this year too, so I guess it doesn't hurt me much... I hope so?

4. For countless times, I have had my attacks on Singaporeans and I shall not spare them any mercy here once more. I hate the fucking attitude of Singaporeans standing right smack in the middle of the train door and rush in once it opens. Even if you are boarding from Raffles Place and you know that the train from Marina Bay is empty, and that there's few people who will alight, that doesn't mean you can 'camp' in front of the doors right!?!?!?

IN FRONT OF THE YELLOW LINE SOME MORE!

Fuck this attitude off. It irritates me, ust like what I experienced the other time when I went to photostat some IPRA notes for the class. I approached the staff NICELY and REQUESTED for the notes to be photostated. This fucking lady TOLD ME OFF by saying, "You want to photostat yourself?"

"Err, no. I don't know how to operate the machine," I replied, looking puzzled.

"Then you have to wait 'cause we short of staff,"the lady told me in a fucking attitude that grossed me off.

Wait? Okay, fine with me. No apologies given. Till another staff came to my help, it was already 10 minutes of waiting time. What? No apologies still? Never mind. Then I went to the cashier to foot the bill, unfortunately facing the fucking lady once more. After the taking my change, she immediately turned around and chatted with her colleague. What? Still no apologies?

Fuck this irritating and disgusting attitudes that's instilled in you, Singaporeans. 'cause it's gonna leave a bad stain on you.

I just can't blog anymore for today. My headache's gone way too far...

Here's the ontography that I did, which is supposed to mean 'drawing with a subconscious mind'. I'm not an artist, what more born to be one. So this piece of crap that I produced, I proudly can call it a masterpiece. In ym own eyes, course.

Nice?

Like shit right?

I can understand... =p