fitree.blogspot.com

I'm currently in 'Busy' mode. Thus I really apologies if my blog entires,

1) doesn't make sense at all to you
2) seem as if I didn't put in much effort into it
3) bore you to death due to the lack of updates and strong contents

Wait, I sound a tad too formal here. And I don't like it. I hate being formal, as much as I hate flying cockroaches. They both simple behaves like a straw- they suck. Period.

Moving on... I know my blog is nothing when,

1) I see that it is just a pitstop for some people to go to others' blogs
2) you just type in 'www.fitree.blogspot.com' just to see if I've updated my entries

Now I know why it's worth... it's free, so to speak. That cheap I've become, or rather my blog that is. But truthfully, the more arty farty your blog is or the longer the list of HTML codes, that's found in your 'Template' section, the higher the worth of your blog. Do I sound as if I'm consoling myself here? =( Spare a thought for this soul here who have low self-esteem and self- confidence. =((

Just thinking of next week is horrendous. Speaking of 'horrendous', I've just ended a day of torture in school today. 1 tutorial, 1 GEMs class, 1 NUS Talk followed by 1 make-up lecture.

Total time taken= D/S
= 8 hrs

Therefore, Fitri spent 8 hours in Singapore Polytechnic.

Yeah right, and how I wish I don't have to! Especially the last make-up lecture! I've already switched off my mind 10 minutes into the lecture! My brain cells were already dead! Not functioning! Geddit?

By the way, it was the first time I entered MLT8 and I must say it's pretty impressive. I seem to have this impression of it being like the 'Empress Hall' kinda thing where all the kings and high officials come together to discuss about emperial issues and such. Save for the broken and therefore unused chairs-cum-tables that are lined up nicely at the side if the MLT, of course.

Eh, I digressed a lot. I was talking about next week, which can be summarised in one word as I've mentioned earlier- horrendous. WHY?!?!?

'Cause...

1) I've a test about HTML shits next Monday (despite it being an open-book one. Blah!)
2) I've to complete a 30-sec TVC (TV commercial), every aspect of it before the shooting of the commercial (By Tues...)
3) I've to come up with my Ontography drawing and 3D model and are to be completed, presented and submitted by next Tues...

And Ms Olivia said that we have to 'spend 20-30 drawings before we get our signature on each drawing that represents us. Some of us may spend some time under the air-con, the beach or stay up till late at night where nobody is there to disturb you and complete our drawings'.

And guess what's the best part... it carries only 10% of the whole module. 10-freaking-percent. I don't know if things are gonna get much harder in the future or is it really dumb to have such a low percentage for such a time-and-effort-consuming project.

And save me from the 30-sec TVC. I've came up with an idea, but to materialize it is really another matter that I've not gone deep into. But DVPA is fun, and I totally love it to bits. And pieces.

Say people, this is MY blog. MY feelings. MY emotions. MY entries.

If you say I like to critic people, that's ME.
If you say I like to badmouth people, that's ME.
If you say I like to talk behind people's back, that's ME.

And you know what? All these characteristics aren't ME. I repeat, they aren't ME. 'cause in MY blog, I rant and I praise. I talk about anything under the sun. Or rather I blog about anything that I have in my heart. Of course I do abide by the rules of sensitivity and such.

'Cause for ME, it's no use planning what to write in a blog entry. It's just not sincere. If I hurt or cause any harm or damage, physically or whatever, I can do nothing. What more if you don't even clarify it with ME. So if I accidentally hurt you in any way or another, I'm truly sorry.

Perhaps MY blog reflects the inner ME. Of course the keyword here is 'perhaps'. I don't know if it's true or not. Whether you wanna make any assumptions or not, it's entirely up to you. Whether you wanna make the right move by getting to know me better rather than making asssumptions or not, the ball is in your court.

I'm sick and tired of people ordering me to do this and that. I don't mind comments, good or bad. I don't mind criticisms and obviously I welcome any form of compliments. But I control MYSELF. Not you, not anybody. I've learnt this the hard way and I appreciate it greatly 'cause my shell have hardened and this time, it'll be a tougher nut to crack.

(Sorry my friends for not tagging your boards, etc. But I do visit them in my free time. Thanks all who have been filling up the empty spaces in this already-empty blog. I promise to be an active blogger in this blogosphere once I've got everything settled, aite! )