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Finally, I took the challenge of putting my whole body on the weighing scale. It took me a lot of courage to do so, especially after the numerous houses I went to for the Hari Raya visits. Gassy drinks, oily gravy and fatty food, I don't need to have a whole list of what goes into my stomach lately. It'll just take up too much of space...

So anyway, I nearly freaked out when I placed one foot on the scale. Or so to say, half of my body. Which translates to half of my body weight, which made me go *GASP*!!!

But actually the scale was going 'dizzy', as in the numbers can't be read properly as it was trying to get hold of my proper weight. I was jerking my body actually. I guess that explains why the scale was in 'dizzy' mode.

I'm acting like a girl by then, afraid of my own weight when it is just basically a number. Like the 'Wheel of Fortune' wheel it goes and after a short blur of numbers on the screen, the pointer finally landed on the 'SURPRISE' board.

It really was a surprise to me when my sis reads my weight as 67kg. Okay, I'd say it as a WHOPPING 67 KILOGRAMS!!!

"YYYEESS!!!" my heart screamed and jumped for joy.

I know 67 is an awful number to be related to especially when it is in terms of fats. But for me, it's 'HALLELUJAH!' (is it spelt that way? I hope it is...) I've been trying to gain weight lately, I just too boney and skinny and what-have-you for a guy of my size and height. But I don't wanna be too bulky either, looking like a bodybuilder and stuff like that. *shakes head repeatedly in disagreement*

Guess now it's time for me to turn those fats into muscles. Else, it'll be a perfect candidate for the upcoming Christmas season. You know who I'm referring to...

But wait. When I stepped off the scale, I found an error reading. It reads 2kg when I wasn't even putting any part of my body on it. WHAT!!! Do you know what that means? I am only 65kg now.. simply put, I need more red meat, calcium, carbohydrates and proteins. That'll put me up for my 'ideal' weight, I'm sure. ;)

(Sorry for the lack of updates. I'm being going through a turbulent week. Ups and downs, highs and lows, I'm certainly not promoting HL Milk here. My life was pretty much unorganised, in disarray I should say. I just can't seem to be myself. Is it the environment around me? Or is it a hormonal change? Sometimes I just wish I can sit by the beach at night, admiring the stars above and hearing the waves hit the shores. Then will I be able to reach my inner self and... excel in my IDEAS module.

Well, that was a digression. I really need to be 'me'. But somehow I can't. I need a solution but somehow it's just not there.

I heard the meditation class at my community centre still has one place left. Hmmm... maybe I should consider it... quick!)