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Sunday, January 29, 2006
Aaaahhhh....
No, I didn't just release a highly-toxicated gas chemical which has the capabilities to destroy our ozone layer due to its destructive nature, especially when in large quantities.
In other words, I didn't fart.
I am just relieved, purely relieved for the long holiday that has been dished out this weekend. Now who should I thank here, let's see...
I would like to thank the Chinese community for celebrating their Chinese New Year this weekend.
I would also like to thank the calendar-makers for colouring days of the coming Monday and Tuesday, in a different colour than the rest of the other 'normal' days.
Not forgetting my friends, family and also most importantly my fans out there who have given me their fullest support. This might not be possible without all of you. Thank you so much!
I just needed this break, for the obvious reasons which I shan't elaborate further. Come school reopen, I would only have two weeks of formal education in SP. After which, will be my final examinations already for this semester.
So fast, I'm gonna be in year 2. So fast, I would come face-to-face with two papers- one which I dread most, and the other which we had no tests or whatsoever before. I have to admit that I didn't revise any shit for IPRA before. NEVER.
That stupid advertising module... I thought it was interesting but it doesn't turn out to be that way. I don't know to point my fingers to who but to whoever I blame, 3 other fingers will point back to me. So, I might as well keep my mouth, or rather fingers, shut.
Anyway, while majority of us, Singaporeans, spent their days having reunion dinners, tucking in in some scrumptious food at wherever you are, I spent my time with Yan quietly around City Hall.
And I really do mean quiet here! Shops were mostly closed, spare for the fast food outlets there. When I walk through Marina Square, I noticed that most of the patrons are Malays! Holy shit! For once, I stepped back and try to reassure myself that Geylang Serai didn't make such a drastic improvement in its surroundings!
I finally got to try the stuff at McCafe. You know the Starbucks-wannabe kinda cafe, only that it's from McDonald's? So much for 'higher class food' there. I saw it as an alternative for the much-more higher class food at other REAL cafes.
I ordered a Chocolate muffin, which at $2, was any-o-how wrapped with a piece of wrapper. But I gotta say the Double Chocolate drink was kinda nice! At $3.60, I wouldn't have expected more actually.
2 chocolate-ty items and we're off to watch Dick and Jane. It's a movie, if you have not known. It made me shatter my dreams of appearing in cinemas islandwide, actually. 'cause I realised that not any Tom, Dick or Harry can have a shot at the movies.How I wish I was a Dick.
This was in 1977.
And this was in 2006. And I prefer Jim Carrey.
Initially we wanted to catch 'Memoirs of a Geisha'. But I wasn't in the mood for this kinda movie, where you sit in there, or rather stone, trying to comprehend what the movie is all about and let out a wry smile only at the end of the movie, mumbling to yourself, "Boy, that was a nice movie."
HELL NO!!!
'Fun with Dick and Jane' is so much better! The only bad thing about it was that I had to contend with Yan, who fell when she on the first step into the dimly-lit cinema. If that's not bad enough, she twisted her ankle. Now it's swollen, and now not I'm not sure if I should be guilty or not. 'cause I didn't follow 'Rule #321- Ladies first'.
But I was trying to lead the way there, right?
When will the shops open once more? I don't wanna walk down the streets as if I'm in a lifeless city, which has just been barraged or something. This is the year of the 'Dog' right? I'm kinda lost here, can someone tell me which 'Dog' is it?
Happy New Year everyone. May you open up a new account in your bank this year. And also clean up your fridge for storage purposes. Oranges that is.
No, I didn't just release a highly-toxicated gas chemical which has the capabilities to destroy our ozone layer due to its destructive nature, especially when in large quantities.
In other words, I didn't fart.
I am just relieved, purely relieved for the long holiday that has been dished out this weekend. Now who should I thank here, let's see...
I would like to thank the Chinese community for celebrating their Chinese New Year this weekend.
I would also like to thank the calendar-makers for colouring days of the coming Monday and Tuesday, in a different colour than the rest of the other 'normal' days.
I just needed this break, for the obvious reasons which I shan't elaborate further. Come school reopen, I would only have two weeks of formal education in SP. After which, will be my final examinations already for this semester.
So fast, I'm gonna be in year 2. So fast, I would come face-to-face with two papers- one which I dread most, and the other which we had no tests or whatsoever before. I have to admit that I didn't revise any shit for IPRA before. NEVER.
That stupid advertising module... I thought it was interesting but it doesn't turn out to be that way. I don't know to point my fingers to who but to whoever I blame, 3 other fingers will point back to me. So, I might as well keep my mouth, or rather fingers, shut.
Anyway, while majority of us, Singaporeans, spent their days having reunion dinners, tucking in in some scrumptious food at wherever you are, I spent my time with Yan quietly around City Hall.
And I really do mean quiet here! Shops were mostly closed, spare for the fast food outlets there. When I walk through Marina Square, I noticed that most of the patrons are Malays! Holy shit! For once, I stepped back and try to reassure myself that Geylang Serai didn't make such a drastic improvement in its surroundings!
I finally got to try the stuff at McCafe. You know the Starbucks-wannabe kinda cafe, only that it's from McDonald's? So much for 'higher class food' there. I saw it as an alternative for the much-more higher class food at other REAL cafes.
I ordered a Chocolate muffin, which at $2, was any-o-how wrapped with a piece of wrapper. But I gotta say the Double Chocolate drink was kinda nice! At $3.60, I wouldn't have expected more actually.
2 chocolate-ty items and we're off to watch Dick and Jane. It's a movie, if you have not known. It made me shatter my dreams of appearing in cinemas islandwide, actually. 'cause I realised that not any Tom, Dick or Harry can have a shot at the movies.
This was in 1977.
And this was in 2006. And I prefer Jim Carrey. Initially we wanted to catch 'Memoirs of a Geisha'. But I wasn't in the mood for this kinda movie, where you sit in there, or rather stone, trying to comprehend what the movie is all about and let out a wry smile only at the end of the movie, mumbling to yourself, "Boy, that was a nice movie."
HELL NO!!!
'Fun with Dick and Jane' is so much better! The only bad thing about it was that I had to contend with Yan, who fell when she on the first step into the dimly-lit cinema. If that's not bad enough, she twisted her ankle. Now it's swollen, and now not I'm not sure if I should be guilty or not. 'cause I didn't follow 'Rule #321- Ladies first'.
But I was trying to lead the way there, right?
When will the shops open once more? I don't wanna walk down the streets as if I'm in a lifeless city, which has just been barraged or something. This is the year of the 'Dog' right? I'm kinda lost here, can someone tell me which 'Dog' is it?
Happy New Year everyone. May you open up a new account in your bank this year. And also clean up your fridge for storage purposes. Oranges that is.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Why can't I touch dogs?
They're so cute and adorable.
Just why...
They're so cute and adorable.
Just why...
Monday, January 23, 2006
I sat for a test today and before I I had the results of my test back, the writing's already on the wall. I have to sit for a retest.
By right, I shouldn't have to. But it's because of the stupid server which hung and thus, disabled us from saving our work. We are doing a test on Macromedia Flash, by the way.
Imagine the agony! Sitting in the 3 hour class, spending precious time following each instructions meticulously and what an end product it turned out to be!
For the first time I saw Mr Wong flare up, muttering words like 'damn'... and nothing else. But he isn't that kinda guy, you see. He's such an innocent and nice lecturer. Although his face still bore that of an angel, you can see the flames of the devil inside him at one glance of his face.
I pity the technician who have to face the wrath of Mr Wong; it isn't really his fault. But all I care now is that a retest would most probably be held sometime this week, pardon the self-centredness.
THIS WEEK LEH!!! I'M ALREADY DAMN BLOODY PACKED WITH MANY OTHER STUFFS AND SUDDENLY THIS RETEST CAME INTO VIEW.
Jialat man.
I flipped through my schedule and it reads:
Tuesday- Econs make-up lecture
Wednesday- BPS Test, IPRA field trip to PR firm
Thursday- Filiming
Friday- Filming, tuition
Saturday- Filming
And Mrs Tan already set this coming Wednesday as a retest for today's CA. It ain't that difficult but I fared badly in my open-ended questions. I had the concept but I just don't know how to put them into my solutions. "Isn't that always your problem?" said Yan. I really, really hope I don't fail this CA. I can't afford to stay back for the retest this Wednesday!
Backstreet Boys are in town tomorrowand I thought of stalking them by hiring a london cab. My once adored boyband, when boybands is the 'in' thing then, is touching this sacred land that I've placed my feet on for the last 17 years. Now please join me in sharing my sorrows for not being able to share that joyous moment.
I went to the SISTIC web page and saw this note for the BSB's 'Never Gone Tour',
No admission for infant in arms and child aged below 6 years old. Child 6 years old and above must purchase ticket for admission.
And do you know how much the cheapest ticket costs? A cool $70. If I were a 6-year-old kid, and my mum wanted to bring me along for the concert, and I am clever enough to be clever on special grounds, I'd say "Mum, I'd rather you use that $70 on something else. And I'd rather be at home watching Hi-5 or something than watching those guys singing god-knows-what."
And my dad will be nodding his head frantically, hoping that he can use that money to buy condoms. More, I mean.
Nah, I'm just kidding.
And SBS have even set aside a bus service that will transportthose always late ones commuters to the Indoor Stadium straight! That goes to show just how bad Singaporeans' sense of timing is. Seiko, Swatch, Fossil, they all tell time don't they? Even ADIDAS and Levi's do.
My throat's getting worse by the day. Now, it's such a chore to even swallow my own saliva as my throat hurts real bad when I do so. I'm just afraid that there's a growth in it or something. I just hope my worse fears don't come true...
By right, I shouldn't have to. But it's because of the stupid server which hung and thus, disabled us from saving our work. We are doing a test on Macromedia Flash, by the way.
Imagine the agony! Sitting in the 3 hour class, spending precious time following each instructions meticulously and what an end product it turned out to be!
For the first time I saw Mr Wong flare up, muttering words like 'damn'... and nothing else. But he isn't that kinda guy, you see. He's such an innocent and nice lecturer. Although his face still bore that of an angel, you can see the flames of the devil inside him at one glance of his face.
I pity the technician who have to face the wrath of Mr Wong; it isn't really his fault. But all I care now is that a retest would most probably be held sometime this week, pardon the self-centredness.
THIS WEEK LEH!!! I'M ALREADY DAMN BLOODY PACKED WITH MANY OTHER STUFFS AND SUDDENLY THIS RETEST CAME INTO VIEW.
Jialat man.
I flipped through my schedule and it reads:
Wednesday- BPS Test, IPRA field trip to PR firm
Thursday- Filiming
Friday- Filming, tuition
Saturday- Filming
And Mrs Tan already set this coming Wednesday as a retest for today's CA. It ain't that difficult but I fared badly in my open-ended questions. I had the concept but I just don't know how to put them into my solutions. "Isn't that always your problem?" said Yan. I really, really hope I don't fail this CA. I can't afford to stay back for the retest this Wednesday!
***
They looked like the new 'Designer Guys'
They looked like the new 'Designer Guys'Backstreet Boys are in town tomorrow
I went to the SISTIC web page and saw this note for the BSB's 'Never Gone Tour',
No admission for infant in arms and child aged below 6 years old. Child 6 years old and above must purchase ticket for admission.
And do you know how much the cheapest ticket costs? A cool $70. If I were a 6-year-old kid, and my mum wanted to bring me along for the concert, and I am clever enough to be clever on special grounds, I'd say "Mum, I'd rather you use that $70 on something else. And I'd rather be at home watching Hi-5 or something than watching those guys singing god-knows-what."
Nah, I'm just kidding.
And SBS have even set aside a bus service that will transport
My throat's getting worse by the day. Now, it's such a chore to even swallow my own saliva as my throat hurts real bad when I do so. I'm just afraid that there's a growth in it or something. I just hope my worse fears don't come true...
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
The blog-wish works!!! Holy shit! I can't believe it! Haha!
Okay, before I better get down to reality before I believe in such nonsense.
But my team indeed won in the game today! Hooray! 4-1 the scoreline reads. But I didn't get to play much though. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise 'cause tomorrow is the start of SP's Open House and I'm involved in it as a courses and careeer guidance officer. Sounds kinda like a big-shot but it's nothing much in particular. Just explaining in greater details the courses that SP provides and such.
And my shift's from 2pm-6pm, so perhaps I really do need energy for that?
Anyway although my team won, we aren't through the next stage of the competition yet as our place in it very much dependent on the other match between 2 other clubs. So all we can do now is play the 'waiting game', that's all.
I coincedentally met Grace during lunch today and was kinda surprised when she said that the 'ATTITUDE' magazine is finally out! I waited and waited for such a long time but the release date never seem to come. It seems to be that they wanna wait till the Open Houses dates; for more publicity about the mag I suppose.
Look out for the copy, okay! Not only because I'm part of it, in the HEARSAY section, but also I think that the mag's a great one. For the students, by the students, SB students especially. Lydia's work is in there too, so look out for it.
It's the first time since the last 2 weeks that I have attended CWC's classes and I do admit, I miss it so much. Things are going great for us- we're working on a publication that we hope will be up during the JAE period, once again for publicity purposes. But I think my main motivation for coming to CWC classes is our tutor, Ms Wee.
Can I just say that she's the prettiest lecturer in SB? She's bubbly, fun-to-be-with and is one of the few whom you can look foward to if you have a bad day. I don't know how old she is but even lecturers mistook her as a student. I wonder why she's still single... and available. I do but I don't...
As for you mum, I don't know why but you seem to be the spoil of my days nowadays. About the bank book? I'll take up your challenge. I thought you'd give me my allowance, at least, for today. But no, you didn't. So I suppose you really want be to be independent, huh? Fine with me, now I'll take care of my own finances.
I do my own washing, ironing, housekeeping and now managing my own finances. Why do you ever need me in the house for? To serve as a shield for you since I'm the only guy in the house? Would that serve as a direct substitute for love, care and concern? I doubt so, mum and I doubt you get the message that I'm trying to get across to you.
In a turn of the time, I became a huge fan of Corrinne May. At first I found the song, 'If I Kissed You', a great piece of writing. Then I found out that her whole album, 'Safe In A Crazy World', was like a masterpiece by Mozart. I became so crazy about her that I went to the BizIT library to find her album, but to no avail.
I've been wanting to get hold of her songs!!! Perhaps I'll go down to HMV and see if they do sell her album. Her sweet, melachonic voice is perfecto! I can easily fall in love with her voice! Plus, her songs are great- simple yet meaningful.
Saturday's the day that I'll be performing for SB Storyfest, and the day's drawing nearer. I still find the concept of entertaining people, as they await for the event to start, ridiculous, what more without a stage. But still, I'll give it a shot. By the way, entertaining here means singing not like this.
Yeah! Singing! Can you believe it?!?! I'm just afraid that I'll make a fool of myself. It's my first time, at any kind of scale, as I've always been a bathroom singer. Furthermore, my body's not in the perfect condition. I've just recovered from a bad sore throat and then came the flu virus to attack me.
3 songs, 30 mins, I'll give my best shot.
Okay, before I better get down to reality before I believe in such nonsense.
But my team indeed won in the game today! Hooray! 4-1 the scoreline reads. But I didn't get to play much though. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise 'cause tomorrow is the start of SP's Open House and I'm involved in it as a courses and careeer guidance officer. Sounds kinda like a big-shot but it's nothing much in particular. Just explaining in greater details the courses that SP provides and such.
And my shift's from 2pm-6pm, so perhaps I really do need energy for that?
Anyway although my team won, we aren't through the next stage of the competition yet as our place in it very much dependent on the other match between 2 other clubs. So all we can do now is play the 'waiting game', that's all.
***
I coincedentally met Grace during lunch today and was kinda surprised when she said that the 'ATTITUDE' magazine is finally out! I waited and waited for such a long time but the release date never seem to come. It seems to be that they wanna wait till the Open Houses dates; for more publicity about the mag I suppose.
Look out for the copy, okay! Not only because I'm part of it, in the HEARSAY section, but also I think that the mag's a great one. For the students, by the students, SB students especially. Lydia's work is in there too, so look out for it.
***
It's the first time since the last 2 weeks that I have attended CWC's classes and I do admit, I miss it so much. Things are going great for us- we're working on a publication that we hope will be up during the JAE period, once again for publicity purposes. But I think my main motivation for coming to CWC classes is our tutor, Ms Wee.
Can I just say that she's the prettiest lecturer in SB? She's bubbly, fun-to-be-with and is one of the few whom you can look foward to if you have a bad day. I don't know how old she is but even lecturers mistook her as a student. I wonder why she's still single... and available. I do but I don't...
As for you mum, I don't know why but you seem to be the spoil of my days nowadays. About the bank book? I'll take up your challenge. I thought you'd give me my allowance, at least, for today. But no, you didn't. So I suppose you really want be to be independent, huh? Fine with me, now I'll take care of my own finances.
I do my own washing, ironing, housekeeping and now managing my own finances. Why do you ever need me in the house for? To serve as a shield for you since I'm the only guy in the house? Would that serve as a direct substitute for love, care and concern? I doubt so, mum and I doubt you get the message that I'm trying to get across to you.
***
In a turn of the time, I became a huge fan of Corrinne May. At first I found the song, 'If I Kissed You', a great piece of writing. Then I found out that her whole album, 'Safe In A Crazy World', was like a masterpiece by Mozart. I became so crazy about her that I went to the BizIT library to find her album, but to no avail.
I've been wanting to get hold of her songs!!! Perhaps I'll go down to HMV and see if they do sell her album. Her sweet, melachonic voice is perfecto! I can easily fall in love with her voice! Plus, her songs are great- simple yet meaningful.
***
Saturday's the day that I'll be performing for SB Storyfest, and the day's drawing nearer. I still find the concept of entertaining people, as they await for the event to start, ridiculous, what more without a stage. But still, I'll give it a shot. By the way, entertaining here means singing not like this.
Yeah! Singing! Can you believe it?!?! I'm just afraid that I'll make a fool of myself. It's my first time, at any kind of scale, as I've always been a bathroom singer. Furthermore, my body's not in the perfect condition. I've just recovered from a bad sore throat and then came the flu virus to attack me.
3 songs, 30 mins, I'll give my best shot.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Nowadays, I cherish going to school. It suddenly seemed so meaningful to me. To meet my friends, get their company, be entertained by their legendary ever-lame jokes, be pre-occupied with their friendly banters, be yadayadayada...
I don't know why.
But of course there is the 'dark' side of school, which is of course inevitable. Projects and assignments- urgh! I've just been thrown a new assignment today: Gotta cover for SB Open House that's happening on the same day as the SP Open House. Don't be confused by the names there.
Initially, I gotta do it as group work together with the class but Ms Claire said that me and Lydia will be doing it for the 'Attitude' team instead. No difference at all actually, just that I haven't got any confirmation from anyone in the 'Attitude' team. Cheryl? May? Where art thou?
I digressed, now back to my point. Friends, above all, overlooked all the 'dark' side of school, at least in my case right now. Perhaps it's cause I don't quite like home anymore. All I do at home is to be attached mentally to my PC. Surf the net, blog, music, news, games, all done with my PC. It can be fun at times but it can be mentally draining too.
I can't help it lah. I'm always reaching home in the late evenings and that's the only time when I have time to myself. Because of that, I only catch certain programmes on TV and rarely read the papers nowadays. I dare admit that I'm dependent on my PC now. What's becoming of me?
Ever gotten into sour times with your mum? I just had, and it's making things worse for me. I don't know if she even cares about what's going on in my life, be it in school or not. I can't doubt her love for me 'cause she will give 'the-same-old-answer' and go on to nag about it. I've had enough of lectures in school, not another one at home.
I guess it's menopause for her but I don't even think that she realises that. I doubt that she really reflect what she's doing to be, or rather what she had done to me yesterday.
Already I'm without a dad, he's still there but somewhat missing in my life. Now I'm being ngelected by my mum. I cried before I went to bed yesterday, thinking of my misery.
"Can I just leave this world so that her love wouldn't be needed to be shared between me and my sister? I'd rather my sister have the fullest amount of tender loving care from my mum since she's already without a dad at such a young age.
Can I just live independently so that I'll not be a burden to my mum?"
Everytime I get emo, I think wildly. I'd be pessimistic...
What if one day, my sore throat gets so bad that the doc says I'll need an op to cure it. But heaven plans everything, as they always say, and I lost my voice... permanently.
So off I went from the hospital bed, without notifying the nurses, leaving a note behind for my loved ones.
And there I was walking down the sandy beaches of ECP, watching the sun set as I recall my past moments living as a normal human being.
Now that I'm handicapped, I'd be better off living alone and not be the burden of anyone. Go off far away that I can start my life anew, without any knowledge of how I got to this Earth and having the thought that I was born a mute...
Enough of this shit. How I wish I can spend time with my friends everytime. Not that I don't wanna see you, mum but home doesn't seem 'home' to me anymore, at least for now.
Now that I need money for allowances and stuff, you throw me the bank book. Whatever for? Sigh, sometimes I don't know why people don't reflect what they do.
Do you even know that you're hurting me deep inside even though I don't show it on the outside?
Tomorrow's the last match for CSCC. I have been absent for the last 2 games already and I guess I have to be present for tomorrow's one. Because of it, I have to cancel a lot of my CWC's classes. Sigh, I don't know what to say to Ms Wee. She sure is understanding but everyone has their limits right? I don't know if my apology to you is of any worth right now...
The last time I wrote here, about my debut appearance for CSCC, I wanted to score a goal. And I did.
I know this is kinda cliche and superstitious but it's all out of the fun of it. And I'm gonna do it one more time.
Tomorrow's a must win match and I really hope we'll win it. Doesn't matter if I didn't play, doesn't matter if I didn't score. I just want us to win and qualify to the next round.
Will this come true? Watch this space...
I don't know why.
But of course there is the 'dark' side of school, which is of course inevitable. Projects and assignments- urgh! I've just been thrown a new assignment today: Gotta cover for SB Open House that's happening on the same day as the SP Open House. Don't be confused by the names there.
Initially, I gotta do it as group work together with the class but Ms Claire said that me and Lydia will be doing it for the 'Attitude' team instead. No difference at all actually, just that I haven't got any confirmation from anyone in the 'Attitude' team. Cheryl? May? Where art thou?
I digressed, now back to my point. Friends, above all, overlooked all the 'dark' side of school, at least in my case right now. Perhaps it's cause I don't quite like home anymore. All I do at home is to be attached mentally to my PC. Surf the net, blog, music, news, games, all done with my PC. It can be fun at times but it can be mentally draining too.
I can't help it lah. I'm always reaching home in the late evenings and that's the only time when I have time to myself. Because of that, I only catch certain programmes on TV and rarely read the papers nowadays. I dare admit that I'm dependent on my PC now. What's becoming of me?
Ever gotten into sour times with your mum? I just had, and it's making things worse for me. I don't know if she even cares about what's going on in my life, be it in school or not. I can't doubt her love for me 'cause she will give 'the-same-old-answer' and go on to nag about it. I've had enough of lectures in school, not another one at home.
I guess it's menopause for her but I don't even think that she realises that. I doubt that she really reflect what she's doing to be, or rather what she had done to me yesterday.
Already I'm without a dad, he's still there but somewhat missing in my life. Now I'm being ngelected by my mum. I cried before I went to bed yesterday, thinking of my misery.
"Can I just leave this world so that her love wouldn't be needed to be shared between me and my sister? I'd rather my sister have the fullest amount of tender loving care from my mum since she's already without a dad at such a young age.
Can I just live independently so that I'll not be a burden to my mum?"
Everytime I get emo, I think wildly. I'd be pessimistic...
What if one day, my sore throat gets so bad that the doc says I'll need an op to cure it. But heaven plans everything, as they always say, and I lost my voice... permanently.
So off I went from the hospital bed, without notifying the nurses, leaving a note behind for my loved ones.
And there I was walking down the sandy beaches of ECP, watching the sun set as I recall my past moments living as a normal human being.
Now that I'm handicapped, I'd be better off living alone and not be the burden of anyone. Go off far away that I can start my life anew, without any knowledge of how I got to this Earth and having the thought that I was born a mute...
Enough of this shit. How I wish I can spend time with my friends everytime. Not that I don't wanna see you, mum but home doesn't seem 'home' to me anymore, at least for now.
Now that I need money for allowances and stuff, you throw me the bank book. Whatever for? Sigh, sometimes I don't know why people don't reflect what they do.
Do you even know that you're hurting me deep inside even though I don't show it on the outside?
Tomorrow's the last match for CSCC. I have been absent for the last 2 games already and I guess I have to be present for tomorrow's one. Because of it, I have to cancel a lot of my CWC's classes. Sigh, I don't know what to say to Ms Wee. She sure is understanding but everyone has their limits right? I don't know if my apology to you is of any worth right now...
The last time I wrote here, about my debut appearance for CSCC, I wanted to score a goal. And I did.
I know this is kinda cliche and superstitious but it's all out of the fun of it. And I'm gonna do it one more time.
Tomorrow's a must win match and I really hope we'll win it. Doesn't matter if I didn't play, doesn't matter if I didn't score. I just want us to win and qualify to the next round.
Will this come true? Watch this space...
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I went in to xiaxue's blog and I saw this game in one of her entries. It's kinda interesting though, as I had found it to be. It's called Where's Wally? Well, as if no one reads xiaxue's blog nowadays... Heh.
Just a note: You only need to spare 1 MINUTE from your 24 hours each day to play this game.
Just a note: You only need to spare 1 MINUTE from your 24 hours each day to play this game.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Until today, I didn't know DVPA CAs can be so stressful. Ms Kwa kept telling us that after this CA, friends may be enemies and tears might flow out of anyone's eyes. Pretty chim words for a petite woman but I guess after today, I knew what she meant after all.
I didn't see any tears nor did I see any friendships broken (I hope not), but the stress level... urgh. if you can measure stress using the thermometer, the mercury would have been way outside the instrument already.
I tried to relax, I tried to calm down. I have my script right in front of me. But I'm still darn afraid that I'll screw up! Being in the director's seat ain't easy, you see. Camera shots, angles, cutting between scenes, et cetera... all being run LIVE within the space of 5 minutes!
Can you imagine what would happen if something goes wrong? You would be frantic and all inside the room, your mind's going haywire and worse thing is, the thought of you failing the CA. Luckily, I passed the 'stress test'. Phew. Si beh heng ah...
Poh Ying said after today, I can go and sign up at Mediacorp as a cameraman. I can write a resume, stating that I have lots of experiences using the camera. Come to think of it, she does have a point. I'm generally the cameraman for almost everyone in my class, except for Min, Sitze and Lydia! Thanks you guys, but I was still in the 'Freezer'! It was so freezing cold!
Therefore, the camera is my second girlfriend and the 'Shooting Floor' is my second home. Yes, indeed. So much so that I told Eleine that I need to go down to Geylang and find another partner already as I'm sick of my second girlfriend already. I feel so attached to her.
Pat saw my 'kissing' and 'gay' scenes with Elf. And so did Kyun, and Lydia, and those involved in Sitze's production team. But Pat's the worse of the lot! She peeped through the window. She's illegally watching me and Elf, so to speak. And she thinks I'm gay now. I'm just gonna tell myself that... it's for the sake of the ART.
Alright, 'nuff said about the CA. We still need to film a short 2-min video as our last project. And for upcoming year, I really really really really really AM praying hard that our next PTN isn't 'She-who-must-not-be-mentioned'. Haha! That was a nice connotation, I should admit. And the funny thing is, everyone nodded in unity, knowing who is being mentioned here. 1B03 just rocks my socks lah!
SP's Open House is next week, 19th-21st, and I'm on duty for 2 days- Thursday and Saturday afternoon. For my ardent fans who wanna meet me, please make yourself free on these two afternoons. Must come down hor! SP's very accessible! Just drop at Dover MRT Station and tadah!!!
Make a change in your life, you'll never get a school that's so darn accessible. =D
I'm so evil. Nyeh heh heh...
I wanna be a fac, I wanna be a fac, I wanna be a fac.
I didn't see any tears nor did I see any friendships broken (I hope not), but the stress level... urgh. if you can measure stress using the thermometer, the mercury would have been way outside the instrument already.
I tried to relax, I tried to calm down. I have my script right in front of me. But I'm still darn afraid that I'll screw up! Being in the director's seat ain't easy, you see. Camera shots, angles, cutting between scenes, et cetera... all being run LIVE within the space of 5 minutes!
Can you imagine what would happen if something goes wrong? You would be frantic and all inside the room, your mind's going haywire and worse thing is, the thought of you failing the CA. Luckily, I passed the 'stress test'. Phew. Si beh heng ah...
Poh Ying said after today, I can go and sign up at Mediacorp as a cameraman. I can write a resume, stating that I have lots of experiences using the camera. Come to think of it, she does have a point. I'm generally the cameraman for almost everyone in my class, except for Min, Sitze and Lydia! Thanks you guys, but I was still in the 'Freezer'! It was so freezing cold!
Therefore, the camera is my second girlfriend and the 'Shooting Floor' is my second home. Yes, indeed. So much so that I told Eleine that I need to go down to Geylang and find another partner already as I'm sick of my second girlfriend already. I feel so attached to her.
Pat saw my 'kissing' and 'gay' scenes with Elf. And so did Kyun, and Lydia, and those involved in Sitze's production team. But Pat's the worse of the lot! She peeped through the window. She's illegally watching me and Elf, so to speak. And she thinks I'm gay now. I'm just gonna tell myself that... it's for the sake of the ART.
Alright, 'nuff said about the CA. We still need to film a short 2-min video as our last project. And for upcoming year, I really really really really really AM praying hard that our next PTN isn't 'She-who-must-not-be-mentioned'. Haha! That was a nice connotation, I should admit. And the funny thing is, everyone nodded in unity, knowing who is being mentioned here. 1B03 just rocks my socks lah!
SP's Open House is next week, 19th-21st, and I'm on duty for 2 days- Thursday and Saturday afternoon. For my ardent fans who wanna meet me, please make yourself free on these two afternoons. Must come down hor! SP's very accessible! Just drop at Dover MRT Station and tadah!!!
Make a change in your life, you'll never get a school that's so darn accessible. =D
Next year = Year 2 = I'm a freshman no more = Freshmen coming in = They sua ku, not me = HIP HIP HOORAY!
I'm so evil. Nyeh heh heh...
I wanna be a fac, I wanna be a fac, I wanna be a fac.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Know what? I love looking back at my past. I don't know why but I just love to sit by the beach and let the wind breeze past my face while I recall the past. Just imagine...
When I was in my preschool years...
I tried to act 'Beng'. I wore a cap wherever I go, until my mum confiscated it once. I cried till my tears ran dry to make sure she learnt her lesson well and never did that ever again. Never.
I even learn how to sit like a 'Beng'. There was no PCK Pte Ltd on TV, unlike now, so I am still wondering where did I get my inspiration from. My mum told me that I was influenced by the people in my neighbourhood. If I would have understood her words then, I would say I was born a genius.
I was mischevious, unlike now, you wouldn't wanna disagree with me here. You wouldn't catch me running around with a stolen orange in my mouth, would you? The possibilities are just too small to even calculate. I have repented, so to speak.
Then came my six years in Da Qiao Primary School.
I miss my friends whom I made over there. Sad to say, I didn't keep in contact with most of them due to my nature of being shy and reserved. (Oh yes, I was! So darn obvious right?) Occasionally, I would meet them outside by coincedence and would be more than happy if they still recognized me.They say I'm better-looking right now.
Last time, I can get a bowl of mee rebus for 50 cents and it can be my breakfast cum lunch for the day. What do you expect for a $1 pocket money?
Last time, I would always sit at the back of the class and spot my friends copy each others' work. Of course, I would join in too. But once in while I would raise my hand up and shout, "Cher! See he copy my one!" That was how I became the class monitor.
Last time, PE was so fun. We get to put a bean bag on our heads, jump through hula hoops, skip a few times and dash back to pass the bean bag to our group. Isn't it better than running 2.4km?
Last time, I had a few crushes but didn't know where to proceed on from there. Too innocent, some people would say.
Last time, PSLE was like a normal test for me that I can afford to play my PS1, one day before I sit for a particular paper. Stress wasn't in my dictionary at that point of time.
After which we went seperate ways and things were back to square one as I stepped into Mayflower Secondary School for four years.
Last time, I can get to steal D&T tools, only to be threatened by our teacher that he will make a police report if we didn't retun the tools back. Imagine what our career paths would have been if we would have gotten hold of them.
Last time, my class had a condom, blew it up, filled it with water and hanged it outside by the window. No wonder the gahmen introduced 'sex education' now.
Last time, I looked like a nerd. I wasn't 'Mr. Gorgegous' or 'Mr. Hunk'. Be in Sec 3...
Or in Sec 4...
Last time, I learnt the true meaning of hatred, backstabbing and traitors. Thanks for exposing me to such stuffs then, for I am more wary now.
Last time, I found love which I learnt would not go far. I then found love yet again, which I have faith it will.
Then came graduation which seperated friends once more, at least physically. Singapore Polytechnic became my latest checkpoint in this long journey of education. I hope I can graduate with a 'Diploma in Media and Communications' in my hands, really. Then I can make my family proud of me once more.
Now, I am more open-minded. I may still not be the enthusiastic kinda person but as they say, don't make me horny 'cause when I am, god-knows-what-I-can-become. Haha!
Now, I have become more 'feminine'. I don't know why but girls stuff, I can relate to them. Maybe it's my girlfriend's influence. Just ask her. I am her hairstylist cum fashion stylist. Well, not literally though. We just exchange ideas and such.
Now, I have learnt that you gotta stay positive always. Because assignmets, projects, presentations and deadlines are always bugging you in tertiary education. Always.
Now, I am a Ribena promoter.
When I was in my preschool years...
I tried to act 'Beng'. I wore a cap wherever I go, until my mum confiscated it once. I cried till my tears ran dry to make sure she learnt her lesson well and never did that ever again. Never.
I even learn how to sit like a 'Beng'. There was no PCK Pte Ltd on TV, unlike now, so I am still wondering where did I get my inspiration from. My mum told me that I was influenced by the people in my neighbourhood. If I would have understood her words then, I would say I was born a genius.
I was mischevious, unlike now, you wouldn't wanna disagree with me here. You wouldn't catch me running around with a stolen orange in my mouth, would you? The possibilities are just too small to even calculate. I have repented, so to speak. 
Then came my six years in Da Qiao Primary School.I miss my friends whom I made over there. Sad to say, I didn't keep in contact with most of them due to my nature of being shy and reserved. (Oh yes, I was! So darn obvious right?) Occasionally, I would meet them outside by coincedence and would be more than happy if they still recognized me.
Last time, I can get a bowl of mee rebus for 50 cents and it can be my breakfast cum lunch for the day. What do you expect for a $1 pocket money?
Last time, I would always sit at the back of the class and spot my friends copy each others' work. Of course, I would join in too. But once in while I would raise my hand up and shout, "Cher! See he copy my one!" That was how I became the class monitor.
Last time, PE was so fun. We get to put a bean bag on our heads, jump through hula hoops, skip a few times and dash back to pass the bean bag to our group. Isn't it better than running 2.4km?
Last time, I had a few crushes but didn't know where to proceed on from there. Too innocent, some people would say.
Last time, PSLE was like a normal test for me that I can afford to play my PS1, one day before I sit for a particular paper. Stress wasn't in my dictionary at that point of time.
After which we went seperate ways and things were back to square one as I stepped into Mayflower Secondary School for four years.
Last time, I can get to steal D&T tools, only to be threatened by our teacher that he will make a police report if we didn't retun the tools back. Imagine what our career paths would have been if we would have gotten hold of them.
Last time, my class had a condom, blew it up, filled it with water and hanged it outside by the window. No wonder the gahmen introduced 'sex education' now.
Last time, I looked like a nerd. I wasn't 'Mr. Gorgegous' or 'Mr. Hunk'. Be in Sec 3...
Or in Sec 4...
Notice that I'm always standing in the centre?
Last time, I learnt the true meaning of hatred, backstabbing and traitors. Thanks for exposing me to such stuffs then, for I am more wary now.
Last time, I found love which I learnt would not go far. I then found love yet again, which I have faith it will.
Then came graduation which seperated friends once more, at least physically. Singapore Polytechnic became my latest checkpoint in this long journey of education. I hope I can graduate with a 'Diploma in Media and Communications' in my hands, really. Then I can make my family proud of me once more.
Now, I am more open-minded. I may still not be the enthusiastic kinda person but as they say, don't make me horny 'cause when I am, god-knows-what-I-can-become. Haha!
Now, I have become more 'feminine'. I don't know why but girls stuff, I can relate to them. Maybe it's my girlfriend's influence. Just ask her. I am her hairstylist cum fashion stylist. Well, not literally though. We just exchange ideas and such.
Now, I have learnt that you gotta stay positive always. Because assignmets, projects, presentations and deadlines are always bugging you in tertiary education. Always. 
Saturday, January 07, 2006
I si beh shocked sia when I see this article. Next time when I go out, I must be on the look out for people carrying lots of plastic bag. They may just be the next criminal on the move...
Criminals nowadays, they just don't read instructions. Don't they know that putting plastic bags over their heads can cause suffocation?
Why didn't they die of suffocation in the first place? It's better off that way. At least this crime wouldn't have happened. Oh that's so sadistic, Fitri...
I always thought covering your head with a plastic bag is an act to hide from shame but today, I learnt a new meaning to that.
Now you know how bo liao the people in Ang Mo Kio are. This is the consequence of having a 'shopping mall' such as the The Jubilee. Searing 3 stories high, with the Popular bookstore as its main tenant, one couldn't help it but to try to do something new to kill time.
Blame the construction of the new shopping mall. It's supposed to be ready by 2006. But now they are still digging the Earth for god-knows-what.
Friday, January 06, 2006
Thank God it's Friday!!!
I really, really desperately needed this break. For the whole of this week, I have been sleeping at around 2-3 am in the morning, only to wake up 5-6 hours later. 6 hours of sleep may be enough for some but consider 18 hours of the mind and body working for 4-5 consecutive days...
Designing the web pages for WP took up a freaking hell lot of time. I even stayed in school once till 9pm to make some progress it it. I was so damn freaking exhausted that day. Can you imagine that? After normal school hours, staying up till night just to make sure we didn't pass the deadline for the submission of the project.
The worse thing to happen? Wrong instructions given. Instead of 6 pages per group, we now had to have 6 per INDIVIDUAL!!! That's like 6 extra pages to be done!!!
But luckily, due to the numerous trail and error and mistakes that I learnt from my looong hours with the Dreamweaver programme, I managed to get my web pages done in a surprisingly shorter time than expected. Credit goes to Elf too, he's like a freaking genius in this Dreamweaver and Flash stuffs. I guess that's the only time he'll look like a genuis. Heh!
Before that was the IDEAS presentation which falls on the first day of school itself! Just imagine the horror, the pain, the agnoy! Second day of 2006 and I'm already 'reserved'. Urgh. What a great way to start off 2006.
IVP was a total last minute kinda stuff, I have to admit. Isn't it obvious from my group's presentation? If it isn't, it means that our good acting skills are put into place once more. But credit to the guys lah, we put in effort into it and managed to pull it off. Though the discussion kinda backfired, at least we somwhow controlled it well enough. I swear that was the longest 50 minutes of my life ever.
Then for DVPA this week, I got a shot in my mouth from Ms Kwa.
"You are the first person to overshoot your timing," she said. "You need to keep track of the time when you're shooting."
I don't know if she meant 'first' as in for the whole DMC cohort or for the day itself but it sure had a negative impact on me. It was like a stab right into the heart of my heart. Sheesh... I know she meant it well but unknowingly, it just adds on to the bad week that I was having. Sigh.
To summarize my bad week: I have been experiencing cashflow problems. And it bloody hell sucks lah! My money's all gone to pay this and that, but there's none to replace those which have been used! The end result? No money. Broke. Period.
I wanna go out, no money. I don't mind not going shopping. But I can't go out with an empty pocket right? Shucks. And I gotta save up, Yan's birthday's coming. But time's running out, FAST!!! way too fast! Can someone stop the time for me?
I really, really desperately needed this break. For the whole of this week, I have been sleeping at around 2-3 am in the morning, only to wake up 5-6 hours later. 6 hours of sleep may be enough for some but consider 18 hours of the mind and body working for 4-5 consecutive days...
***
Designing the web pages for WP took up a freaking hell lot of time. I even stayed in school once till 9pm to make some progress it it. I was so damn freaking exhausted that day. Can you imagine that? After normal school hours, staying up till night just to make sure we didn't pass the deadline for the submission of the project.
The worse thing to happen? Wrong instructions given. Instead of 6 pages per group, we now had to have 6 per INDIVIDUAL!!! That's like 6 extra pages to be done!!!
But luckily, due to the numerous trail and error and mistakes that I learnt from my looong hours with the Dreamweaver programme, I managed to get my web pages done in a surprisingly shorter time than expected. Credit goes to Elf too, he's like a freaking genius in this Dreamweaver and Flash stuffs. I guess that's the only time he'll look like a genuis. Heh!
Before that was the IDEAS presentation which falls on the first day of school itself! Just imagine the horror, the pain, the agnoy! Second day of 2006 and I'm already 'reserved'. Urgh. What a great way to start off 2006.
IVP was a total last minute kinda stuff, I have to admit. Isn't it obvious from my group's presentation? If it isn't, it means that our good acting skills are put into place once more. But credit to the guys lah, we put in effort into it and managed to pull it off. Though the discussion kinda backfired, at least we somwhow controlled it well enough. I swear that was the longest 50 minutes of my life ever.
Then for DVPA this week, I got a shot in my mouth from Ms Kwa.
"You are the first person to overshoot your timing," she said. "You need to keep track of the time when you're shooting."
I don't know if she meant 'first' as in for the whole DMC cohort or for the day itself but it sure had a negative impact on me. It was like a stab right into the heart of my heart. Sheesh... I know she meant it well but unknowingly, it just adds on to the bad week that I was having. Sigh.
***
To summarize my bad week: I have been experiencing cashflow problems. And it bloody hell sucks lah! My money's all gone to pay this and that, but there's none to replace those which have been used! The end result? No money. Broke. Period.
I wanna go out, no money. I don't mind not going shopping. But I can't go out with an empty pocket right? Shucks. And I gotta save up, Yan's birthday's coming. But time's running out, FAST!!! way too fast! Can someone stop the time for me?
Sunday, January 01, 2006
As we usher in 2006, I bring to you once more the drama serial 'Me & Inner Me', which last took place in the episode 'The Singapore Flyer'. This drama serial will now be shown every Sunday, on fitree.blogspot.com, I hope...
Me: So, we now are into 2006. As always people have their new year resolutions blablabla... what's yours?
Inner Me: Me? Erm, I think you should get the ball rolling first...
Me: Well, okay... firstly I would like to be much more meatier..
Inner Me: More what!?!? Meatier? You mean you aren't right now? Just look at your body right now, you have 1 AB! And that's also your stomach, bro!
Me: OI! I told you we're not suppose to talk about that right... breach of contract, bloody hell. But you do get my point right?
Inner Me: What? To have have more abs?
Me: Err.. sorta. I'm just waaaayy too skinny and boney for my size.
Inner Me: My boney lies over the ocean... my boney lies over the sea...
Me: OI! CAN YOU STOP IT OR NOT AH! I wanna get meatier and add more muscles so that I won't get pushed around easily especially when I'm playing soccer...
Inner Me: Aiyah, wanna attract girls just say lah... so shy for what..
Me: That's... beside the point.
Inner Me: Be happy if you can achieve this...
Me: Oh shut up...
Inner Me: Only one ah? Got anymore?
Me: Got lah.. sure have one... I wanna be much more open-minded and adventurous and outgoing and...
Inner Me: Aren't you like kinda open-minded right now? How further do you wanna go?
Me: I am? Oh.. I didn't know that. Maybe I'll skip that part. I just wanna be more lively I suppose?
Inner Me: Yeah, you're like a dead man walking...
Me: 'The Undertaker' you mean...
Inner Me: For once! You're spot on...
Me: If The Undertaker can change from this...
to this...
to this...
Why can't I right?
Inner Me: Eh, the last picture looks like the picture that you showed me when you were at your class chalet... The one which you wore dark sunglasses and flicked your hair up like a Bollywood actor..
Me: Oh really, I looked great right?
Inner Me: I have no comment on it except that I didn't know you had a fugly side of you till then.
Me: WHAT THE FUCK, YOU FUCKER!
Inner Me: Hey, hey... Don't scold me on the World Wide Web...
Me: That's all I have for the year 2006...
Inner Me: Har... so few ah? Only 2? I see everyone write long long until not enough foolscap paper and you only have 2? You act cute ah?
Me: Your head ah...
Inner Me: My head, why?
Me: I have 2 only but they are considered quite major for me okay.. you talk so much what about you?
Inner Me: Eh, you stupid or what? Whatever your resolutions are, they are mine also right?
Me: You wanna copy me is it? Copycat...
Inner Me: Eh, dumbass... don't anyhow scold people okay? I'm inside you, does that make any sense at all???
Me: Oh ya hor...
Inner Me: If I were to have any New Year resolution, it would be for you not to be so blur and sotong some times, like now!!!
Me: You watch out ah you, just watch out...
(fade to black)
Haha! I'm like practising for DVPA already! I'm so afraid that I'll screw that up and I think my 'cameraman' skills are rusty already!
I still have my IPRA report that I haven't done, WP which I don't know how it's possible not to fail the CA this time round, and IDEAS! That freaking IDEAS project! First the mind-map, then the 3D model and now we must do the Powerpoint presentation already!
Argh!!!
So if everything has to be completed by next week, does that mean we don't have IDEAS already after that? And I don't mean it literally here...
What a start to the New Year for me! And for those who hadn't take the survey for the e-learning week, please heed my advice my lambasting the system. I really hope this year's one will be the last... it is like a fucking waste of time. I'll let this gist of my survey continue the story here...
I know it's out-of-point, or sounds more like a feedback or whatever. But I really wrote that, no changes made for any kind of sake whatsoever. I hope the 'e-learning team' gets my survey 'cause I have already pressed the 'Submit' button. If only I can send an mp3 file to them, I would have included System of a Down's 'Fuck the System' song together with my survey.
Me: So, we now are into 2006. As always people have their new year resolutions blablabla... what's yours?
Inner Me: Me? Erm, I think you should get the ball rolling first...
Me: Well, okay... firstly I would like to be much more meatier..
Inner Me: More what!?!? Meatier? You mean you aren't right now? Just look at your body right now, you have 1 AB! And that's also your stomach, bro!
Me: OI! I told you we're not suppose to talk about that right... breach of contract, bloody hell. But you do get my point right?
Inner Me: What? To have have more abs?
Me: Err.. sorta. I'm just waaaayy too skinny and boney for my size.
Inner Me: My boney lies over the ocean... my boney lies over the sea...
Me: OI! CAN YOU STOP IT OR NOT AH! I wanna get meatier and add more muscles so that I won't get pushed around easily especially when I'm playing soccer...
Inner Me: Aiyah, wanna attract girls just say lah... so shy for what..
Me: That's... beside the point.
Inner Me: Be happy if you can achieve this...
Me: Oh shut up...
Inner Me: Only one ah? Got anymore?
Me: Got lah.. sure have one... I wanna be much more open-minded and adventurous and outgoing and...
Inner Me: Aren't you like kinda open-minded right now? How further do you wanna go?
Me: I am? Oh.. I didn't know that. Maybe I'll skip that part. I just wanna be more lively I suppose?
Inner Me: Yeah, you're like a dead man walking...
Me: 'The Undertaker' you mean...
Inner Me: For once! You're spot on...
Me: If The Undertaker can change from this...
to this...
to this...
Why can't I right?
Inner Me: Eh, the last picture looks like the picture that you showed me when you were at your class chalet... The one which you wore dark sunglasses and flicked your hair up like a Bollywood actor..
Me: Oh really, I looked great right?
Inner Me: I have no comment on it except that I didn't know you had a fugly side of you till then.
Me: WHAT THE FUCK, YOU FUCKER!
Inner Me: Hey, hey... Don't scold me on the World Wide Web...
Me: That's all I have for the year 2006...
Inner Me: Har... so few ah? Only 2? I see everyone write long long until not enough foolscap paper and you only have 2? You act cute ah?
Me: Your head ah...
Inner Me: My head, why?
Me: I have 2 only but they are considered quite major for me okay.. you talk so much what about you?
Inner Me: Eh, you stupid or what? Whatever your resolutions are, they are mine also right?
Me: You wanna copy me is it? Copycat...
Inner Me: Eh, dumbass... don't anyhow scold people okay? I'm inside you, does that make any sense at all???
Me: Oh ya hor...
Inner Me: If I were to have any New Year resolution, it would be for you not to be so blur and sotong some times, like now!!!
Me: You watch out ah you, just watch out...
(fade to black)
Haha! I'm like practising for DVPA already! I'm so afraid that I'll screw that up and I think my 'cameraman' skills are rusty already!
I still have my IPRA report that I haven't done, WP which I don't know how it's possible not to fail the CA this time round, and IDEAS! That freaking IDEAS project! First the mind-map, then the 3D model and now we must do the Powerpoint presentation already!
Argh!!!
So if everything has to be completed by next week, does that mean we don't have IDEAS already after that? And I don't mean it literally here...
What a start to the New Year for me! And for those who hadn't take the survey for the e-learning week, please heed my advice my lambasting the system. I really hope this year's one will be the last... it is like a fucking waste of time. I'll let this gist of my survey continue the story here...
Question 9 Essay
What might we do differently, additionally or better in future to support your learning if the polytechnic decide to have another e-learning week?
I know it's out-of-point, or sounds more like a feedback or whatever. But I really wrote that, no changes made for any kind of sake whatsoever. I hope the 'e-learning team' gets my survey 'cause I have already pressed the 'Submit' button. If only I can send an mp3 file to them, I would have included System of a Down's 'Fuck the System' song together with my survey.
"TRIPLE KILL!!! MEGA KILL!!! GOD-LIKE!!!"