Until today, I didn't know DVPA CAs can be so stressful. Ms Kwa kept telling us that after this CA, friends may be enemies and tears might flow out of anyone's eyes. Pretty chim words for a petite woman but I guess after today, I knew what she meant after all.

I didn't see any tears nor did I see any friendships broken (I hope not), but the stress level... urgh. if you can measure stress using the thermometer, the mercury would have been way outside the instrument already.

I tried to relax, I tried to calm down. I have my script right in front of me. But I'm still darn afraid that I'll screw up! Being in the director's seat ain't easy, you see. Camera shots, angles, cutting between scenes, et cetera... all being run LIVE within the space of 5 minutes!

Can you imagine what would happen if something goes wrong? You would be frantic and all inside the room, your mind's going haywire and worse thing is, the thought of you failing the CA. Luckily, I passed the 'stress test'. Phew. Si beh heng ah...

Poh Ying said after today, I can go and sign up at Mediacorp as a cameraman. I can write a resume, stating that I have lots of experiences using the camera. Come to think of it, she does have a point. I'm generally the cameraman for almost everyone in my class, except for Min, Sitze and Lydia! Thanks you guys, but I was still in the 'Freezer'! It was so freezing cold!

Therefore, the camera is my second girlfriend and the 'Shooting Floor' is my second home. Yes, indeed. So much so that I told Eleine that I need to go down to Geylang and find another partner already as I'm sick of my second girlfriend already. I feel so attached to her.

Pat saw my 'kissing' and 'gay' scenes with Elf. And so did Kyun, and Lydia, and those involved in Sitze's production team. But Pat's the worse of the lot! She peeped through the window. She's illegally watching me and Elf, so to speak. And she thinks I'm gay now. I'm just gonna tell myself that... it's for the sake of the ART.

Alright, 'nuff said about the CA. We still need to film a short 2-min video as our last project. And for upcoming year, I really really really really really AM praying hard that our next PTN isn't 'She-who-must-not-be-mentioned'. Haha! That was a nice connotation, I should admit. And the funny thing is, everyone nodded in unity, knowing who is being mentioned here. 1B03 just rocks my socks lah!

SP's Open House is next week, 19th-21st, and I'm on duty for 2 days- Thursday and Saturday afternoon. For my ardent fans who wanna meet me, please make yourself free on these two afternoons. Must come down hor! SP's very accessible! Just drop at Dover MRT Station and tadah!!!

Make a change in your life, you'll never get a school that's so darn accessible. =D


I'm so evil. Nyeh heh heh...

I wanna be a fac, I wanna be a fac, I wanna be a fac.