Why do I see cracks appearing?

It's tiring to shed the old skin and put on a new one everytime I'm in front of different people. I don't know if it's the way reality really works or is it something thrown to us only when we enter tertiary education.

Either way... it's not something good.

I'm just happy that there are people who know the real me. And that I'm more pressurised to be myself rather than not, when in front of them.