When you say you love somebody
it means you wanna spend the rest of your life with that significant other

Don't say it
just because you have to say it
just because you wanna say it
just because you gotta please
or loosen things up with that special someone
cause love will mean nothing then

Love is not as easy as it seems to be
if it comes out of your mouth
just like any other words
then you have gotten it all wrong
cause love is intricate

they say sorry seems to be the hardest word
now I beg to differ
cause saying 'I love you'
now holds a special meaning to my heart



For the first time yesterday after a long hiatus, tears welled up my eyes, rolled down my cheeks and wet my lips.

Initially, I thought it was that of sadness and sorrow. But as I looked ahead at what life has for me, I began to understand the true meaning of those tears.

It took quite a while for reality to be kicked into me. I didn't expect it all; it was all too sudden. But the explanation was justifiable and more importantly, sensible. Only then did I accept things as it is now.

It was a painful lesson yet an effective one. I was taught the hard way but it it is through this that I learn so much. Things that I thought I knew so much of before, all of a sudden became a whole new chapter in my life.

And for that, I should be grateful to you.




1st June

Thanks to all
who have shared my joy in remembering the day I first see this world

For all the gifts that made my day
regardless of its size,
from a minimal-butt-supporting red thong
to a TOPMAN top

The birthday card,
signed by a certain 'Suzanne Jung'
and the birthday song

For you to be there
to share my happy moments of the day

the sunset by the bay
fondue at Haagen-Daz
the smarties-sprinkled brownies
and a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' at midnight

Thank you so much
=)